Marvelous Day of My Life!

         I was a girl who doesn't talk to anyone more, quite silent and shy nature. I was not talking to anyone thinking, is the person interested or excited talking to me? Will he/she talk to me? Always I was thinking about the status and comparing myself with others. Am I capable of talking to others? Are others interested to make me a part of their gossip? I was used to keep myself in the comfort zone, it was quite difficult for me to get out of it. I was only talking to the persons to whom I know very well and those are close to me.

        Lack of confidence, negative thoughts, stage daring, fear, loneliness, public speaking and I was stuck in the amid of all these negative emotions. I just wanted to get rid of this loneliness. I was not enjoying my life and I knew that if I can't bring up a change in my life, I can't become what I want. Because in these vast and co-operative world there is no place for the persons who are often quite silent. You should know the skill to talk and behave with the strangers and all of them, then only you can live with pride and honor. My life was full of tragedy in this case. I used to try my best to get of rid, but I would lose and my fear would win.

        But there is no other person except a Guru to take his students out of the darkness and get rid of all the negative emotions. If a student trust his guru without any doubt, definitely he will be successful.

        Something similar happened to me. One day, it was a time of August, 2018. A friend of mine was a part of Art of Living family and he suggested me to do one of the course. What the exactly course is? What is the course based on? What activities will there in this course? Literally I was completely unaware of this.

        I had my Youth Leadership Training Program on 11 August. I went there, completed my registration and all the formalities. I was so scared because there were lots of participants and volunteers present. I had my introduction in such a different and beautiful way. But I was unable to talk to anyone openly.

        The next day went same as the first day. I was in the fear and in silent mode. Whatever the instructions were given, even to follow them my heartbeat was beaten faster. I used to do the things with fear in my mind. With this fear, I had spend two more days.

        On the third day of my course I was like the same. I was thinking that three days are passed but I can't see even 1% change. What was wrong with me? This is because I was not totally believing on my guru. This was my biggest mistake. Because without belief on our guru we can't do anything, so I think trust is must. On that day, we were supposed to introduce in front of our team and I was like totally blank, why I don't know and this was because of my fear and lack of confidence. 

        That day I cried a lot and my eyes were completely swollen. I met a girl that day and after meeting her my life has completely changed. It seemed that Guruji himself has come to met me as that girl. That evening we were given a task and we have to present it on a stage. Literally, no one will believe that I am the girl who was not even talking to anyone with confident will present herself in such a way. Everyone was dumbstruck. Even me myself was shocked. My confidence level was over the moon. I felt like I had achieved a big success on my fear. That day I felt, a Guru always stand by his child in every good and bad circumstances.

        Later on when we were told to share the experience you will not believe I raised my hand at the first with high confidence and I was feeling proud of myself. It was incredible for me and all of them who were present. That day was marvelous for me and I can't forget in my whole life. The girl has now became a important part of my life. She has just stolen my heart and so lucky for me. I made new relations and all are part of my life. This was only because of Guruji. Always remember believing our Guru will lead us towards our dream and success. This was my short experience but miraculous and was never forgetting for me. I express my gratitude towards my guru.

        Guruji always says, you just go one step forward with belief and rest 99 steps I will walk for you. I thought the same happened with me that day. One single course has changed my entire life. Along with the blessings of guruji there is a crucial role of Sudarshan Kriya, Yoga and Meditation. There is a miracle in Sudarshan kriya and guru's blessing. Never leave hand of your guru and even if you leave his hand, he will never leave you alone, he will be with you all the time.

JAI GURUDEV!!!